A few of the questions I have received pertain to my "ideal suit" for long-term, total enclosure. So, I figured that I would go ahead and lay out my "dream suit" as it were. (That's probably the shortest 'intro' I've ever done.)
As I've said in my past entries, in order to fully ascend to a permanence in Rubber-Space, one must be surrounded by, and consumed by as much Rubber as possible. The senses must be overloaded with it- everything one touches, sees, smells, and tastes must be rubber (or as much as feasible). I kept that in mind while researching and "designing" my perfect suit.
First, let me start with the thickness. I would suggest something no thinner than .45, and no thicker than .8 mm. Ideally, I would choose a thickness of .6mm to .65mm. There are several reasons for this. First, thicker suits are generally more durable with less chances of ripping/tearing/etc. Secondly, they are harder to "stretch" but still pliable enough to make movement comfortable, with only the slightest bit of a "springing" sensation during said movement.
Thicker latex also reduces, or rather changes, how one experiences the sensation of touch. With thinner garments, one basically touches/feels items, but the sensation is altered slightly. Essentially, "you are still touching a can, or a rope, or a table, with the actual sensation dulled or modified only slightly." With thicker grades of rubber, the sensation changes. One is no longer experiencing the sensation 'directly', but rather how the item affects the rubber. Essentially, "You aren't feeling the rope, or table, or can... you are feeling the impression of it through the rubber". I feel that this sensation is conducive to bringing one to Rubber-Space, and essential for the transformation to a permanence in said space.
Next comes the issue of entry. I've come across many "neck entry" catsuits, with the only 'drawback' being the fact that there is generally no collar. With the wonders of getting things custom made, one can request a collar with zips on the side that would unzip enough to let one enter through the neck. If whoever the vendor/seller of the item is can not customize it as such, I plan on having the suit be shoulder entry. Regardless of the placement of the zip, I would have two zippers on either side, which would allow me to lock them together to prevent me from unzipping it on my own, and thereby exiting the suit of my own accord.
After thinking about entry and creating a "tamper proof" way to 'seal me into the suit', I began to think about methods to access the vital parts of my anatomy (see: cock/balls/anus). A simple attached cock sheath mostly solves the issue of cock/ball access. Of course, I would either modify the sheath (via customization through the vendor, or by my own means) to include either a small reinforced hole through which I could ejaculate/urinate through. This hole would be reinforced, and complete with a thin, flexible (yet still pretty sturdy) tube. Over my cockhead I would wear a tubed condom, which would in turn connect to the small tube in the sheath allowing me normal ejaculation/urination capabilities.
To solve the problem of anal access I would include an anal sheath. Either through vendor or independent customization, the 'business end' of the sheath would be open which would allow me to defecate normally (or as close to normally as possible). Upon considering this, I realized a few problems, which were exascerbated by another chosen feature of my suit. (The problems & solution will be elaborated upon a bit further on).
Of course the suit would have attached gloves, and feet. However, I am unsure (even now) if I would prefer to have the suit w/o feet and manually attach a pair of rubber toe-socks, or if I would want standard "bootie" type feet/socks attached.
The hood would be separate, and would be designed in the following way: Every facet would be made to measure (distance from chin to forehead, distance between pupils, width of mouth, width/height of eyeholes, placement of nostril holes) so that it would fit exceptionally well and line up perfectly. The eyeholes would be lensed, ideally with dark tinted lenses (or mirrored lenses) which would keep my eyes hidden from view while still allowing me acceptable vision. I am still deciding whether or not I would want the eye-holes to be "larger" so I would have an unobstructed field of vision, or if the holes would be smaller which would give me a sort of "tunnel vision". The hood would come with an attached mouth feature (available from Rubber's Finest) which is actually a mold that sits over the lips & teeth with a sheath for the tongue.
It is at this juncture that the problem I mentioned earlier needed to be addressed. Eating solid foods requires chewing. Chewing will inevitably wear out the mouth-feature, as well as provide solid stool- which when passed, could result in my anal sheath being forced out due to the muscle contractions of my anus/sphincter/etc.
To remedy this, I did some searching and came across a very healthy liquid diet. In conjunction with liquid intake (protein/nutrition shakes) food is more or less liquified into a blender. The result would be softer, even totally liquid stool. (I put myself on the diet for a few days to test it out, and that was my result). This translates into virtually no chewing on intake (therefore less wear & tear on the mouth feature), and less physical strain/muscle contraction upon exit (less chance of forcing the anal sheath out).
As an additional perk, this diet can be administered through a feeding gag, meaning that I could be gagged for extended periods of time. Also, I could wear an anal plug for extended periods of time, providing it was inflatable (inflated so that minimal muscle contractions won't force it out) and had a small tube/opening for an enema attachment (which would allow the liquid to exit quite easily) which could be plugged or opened at my (or ideally my Owner's) discretion.
During the times I would be allowed to walk around (err... crawl around?) for times when I was not in bondage (doing chores, etc) I would also have one tube running from the opening in the anal plug (when worn, which would be whenever said hole wasn't being used) and another from the cock sheath (possibly by having a tubed condom over the sheath). Both of these tubes would run to collection bags that would be strapped to either leg, or if my Owner was feeling particularly evil, to a "Y" shaped joiner and then into an inflatable gag w/ feeding tube.
In addition to the mouth feature there would be attached nostril tubes of a thin, flexible rubber, which would slip up, preferably into my sinus cavities. Ideally these tubes would be flush with the nostril holes in the hood for the maximum "seamless" look.
The hood would have a long 'tail' so that it would tuck under the collar of my catsuit, and ideally would rest a bit on my shoulders in a similar fashion as a cowl. The back would be zip-up, or lace-up (and laced with a thinner string) with a zip-up flap over it.
The tail of the hood, as I mentioned would be tucked under the collar of my suit. Over the suit collar would come a simple rubber neck corset. Since most of them lace up, I would like to have one made (or do some modifying myself) for a flap that zips up to cover the laces. The zip flap would have 2x zippers which would allow it to be locked. Possibly, a thick rubber collar over the neck corset which would also be locked on.
And then comes the footwear. Ideally I would wear knee high ballet boots, or 'regular' knee high boots with a 5 inch heel minimum. A pair of strappy pumps with a comparable heel would work as well. All would have to be fitted with some method to lock them on.
And, there's my "basic" dream suit for prolonged total encasement. Of course things can be added as needed (arm binders, mitts, other hoods, gasmasks, harnesses, gags, cuffs & other restraints) but this would be (for lack of a better term) my "permanent" suit.
I have put a lot of time/effort into "designing" the suit, with the goal of maximizing the amount of rubber. I wanted to make it more than "total enclosure", I wanted to have as much rubber *ON* and *IN* me as possible, while still retaining natural body functionality. I believe I have accomplished it, and am currently saving to purchase the suit (and many other things), so as to begin my physical road to transformation.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
My Wishlist
Continuing on my "not so serious" trend for the moment, what personal blog (despite how insightful and deep it is usually intended to be) would be complete without the obligatory wishlist? Certainly not this one.
Below I have listed some things I am absolutely DYING to have. Some of these are on the "less expensive" side, while others are can be QUITE pricey (All prices are subject to change at seller's discretion, and are listed EXCLUDING shipping). Hey, they don't call it a wishlist for nothing, right?
I've scoured the net to compile this list and have tried my best to find multiple places to purchase the items. If it is a rather "common, easy to find item" I will mostly just post a single link, denote it with an asterisk, and you can get it from wherever you want.
I certainly know that there are very few acts of altruism, and the understanding that the toys and gear I've listed will be directly used in my soon-to-be rubber conversion may not be enough. So, maybe I could provide something for you in return: Definitely a mention in my blog, maybe some pics or vids of me using the items, maybe a private cam session, or maybe something "more". ;)
I definitely want to stress that I'm not attempting to "be bought", or to come across that my writings/insights/etc come at a price. I'm merely showcasing some things I would absolutely LOVE to have, that I simply can't obtain at the moment or within the immediate/intermediate future. Consider it a donation, a way to say thanks, or just helping me in my ultimate transformation. Also, before I lay out my list- if anyone is interested in helping me out and the item is something that has multiple colors/sizes then PLEASE contact me at rubbertendencies@gmail.com to get my sizes/color preferences/optional accessories/etc. (hint on the color preferences: BLACK!)
Without further ado, and in no particular order of importance:
MASKS/HOODS
Inflatable, Heavy Rubber, Ball Hood
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 240.00 Euros/Roughly 312.25 USD (excluding shipping)
Also Available From: Bizarre Rubber Shop, Kinky Clothes (Kinky clothes has a reward program, as well as free shipping options based on shipping destination/order price)
British S-10 Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
Russian GPA Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
SMS Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
Vacuum Breath Control Hood
Available From: Twist My Rubber Arm
Price: 49.99 USD
System Mask (comes with blindfold)
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 102.99 USD
Accessories can be purchased from the site, and from Rubber's Finest
Classic Hood
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 24.99 USD
My Dream Rubber Hood
Available From: Rubber's Finest
Consists of: Made to measure zip-up hood, addition of optical lenses, and the mouthfeature. Take a look at the site under "mask", or e-mail me.
GAGS
Rubber Inflatable Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 31.99 USD
Plain Rubber Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 29.99 USD
Hollow Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 45.99
Gag With Tube & Sheath
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 44.99 USD
Inflatable Gag With Tube
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 59.99 USD
BREATHPLAY
Urine Inhaler (Product Number 5300)
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 39.95 Euros/ Roughly 59.00 USD
Gasmask Accessory Connectors
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 14.95 Euros
*Definitely shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I'd have to see which types of connectors I would need at the time*
Rebreathing Bags
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 34.95 to 44.95 Euros/Roughly 51.65 to 66.43 USD (price varies on size of bag)
*Definitely shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I'd have to see what types of bags/connections/etc I would need at the time*
Gasmask Tubes
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 5.95 to 14.95 Euros/Roughly 8.78 to 22.95 USD (price varies on length)
Gasmask T-Joints
Avaiable From: Rubberina
Price: 14.95 to 24.95 Euros/ Roughly 22.95 to 36.87 USD
*Shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I would need to see what sort of connections/joints I would need at the time*
Dildo Attachment
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 30.00 Euros/ Roughly 44.50 USD
Air Reducing Valve
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 12.00 EU/ Roughly 17.80 USD
RUBBER BONDAGE
Rubber 'Bondage Balloon'
Available From: Extreme Restraints
Price: 68.00 USD
Inflatable Ball Mitts
Available From: Medical Toys
Price: 145.00 USD
Heavy Rubber Arm Binder
Available From: Dvote Rubber
Price: 260.00 Euros
I'm sure a comparable product is available at many other vendors at a reasonable price- I just cant remember which sellers have it.
Inflatable Sleep Sack
Available From: Kinky-Clothes
Price: 832.32 Euros/ Roughly 1,231 USD
Alien Egg
Available From: Dvote
Price: 960.00 Euros
Vac-Bed
Available From: Scarlet Bliss
Price: 309.00 USD
Posture Collar
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 84.00 USD
CLINICAL
Enema Pants
Price: 69.95 to 78.95 Euros
Available From: Bizarre Rubber Shop
Piss Pants with Collection Bag & Tube
Combined Price: 207.00 USD
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
RUBBER BEDDING
I've found a nifty little eBay shop that sells lots of rubber sheets, and I would be more than happy to forward that link to anyone interested, as well as the needed size & such
LUBE/SHINER
Vivishine
Available From: Medical Toys
Price: 24.95 USD
Wet Platinum Lubricant (32 oz, 64 oz, or 1 gallon)
Available From: Cheaplubes
Price: 67.95 to 149.95 USD (Cheaplubes always has a 10% off promotion, just e-mail me and Ill be happy to give you the promo code for the month)
(Never can have too much lube!!)
Whew, I want a LOT of stuff. My apologies. Ah well, they don't call it a wishlist for nothing. Of course, by now some of you may be asking... does he have ANYTHING of his own? So, I thought maybe I'd list what I do own:
Catsuit, Inflatable hood, Rubber Straitjacket, Rubber Sleepsack (non-inflatable), Rubber fist-mitts (non-inflatable), Rubber blindfold, Sheaths, Plugs, Ballgag, Ballgag+head harness, Dildo Gag, Fetish Goggles, Gloves, Stockings, Floggers, Whips, Paddles, Nipple Clamps, Medical Pinwheel, Rubber sheets, Rubber body harness, Wrist/Ankle Cuffs, Rubber dog collar, Isreali gasmask, a few breathing tubes, a rebreather, and a few miscellaneous odds and ends.
Anyway folks, thanks for reading. Like I said, I don't expect many people to "help me out", but if you do... I can't express my gratitude enough. Christmas is just around the corner, as is my birthday (Dec and Jan respectively), and no gift is too small. Thanks to all my readers!
Below I have listed some things I am absolutely DYING to have. Some of these are on the "less expensive" side, while others are can be QUITE pricey (All prices are subject to change at seller's discretion, and are listed EXCLUDING shipping). Hey, they don't call it a wishlist for nothing, right?
I've scoured the net to compile this list and have tried my best to find multiple places to purchase the items. If it is a rather "common, easy to find item" I will mostly just post a single link, denote it with an asterisk, and you can get it from wherever you want.
I certainly know that there are very few acts of altruism, and the understanding that the toys and gear I've listed will be directly used in my soon-to-be rubber conversion may not be enough. So, maybe I could provide something for you in return: Definitely a mention in my blog, maybe some pics or vids of me using the items, maybe a private cam session, or maybe something "more". ;)
I definitely want to stress that I'm not attempting to "be bought", or to come across that my writings/insights/etc come at a price. I'm merely showcasing some things I would absolutely LOVE to have, that I simply can't obtain at the moment or within the immediate/intermediate future. Consider it a donation, a way to say thanks, or just helping me in my ultimate transformation. Also, before I lay out my list- if anyone is interested in helping me out and the item is something that has multiple colors/sizes then PLEASE contact me at rubbertendencies@gmail.com to get my sizes/color preferences/optional accessories/etc. (hint on the color preferences: BLACK!)
Without further ado, and in no particular order of importance:
MASKS/HOODS
Inflatable, Heavy Rubber, Ball Hood
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 240.00 Euros/Roughly 312.25 USD (excluding shipping)
Also Available From: Bizarre Rubber Shop, Kinky Clothes (Kinky clothes has a reward program, as well as free shipping options based on shipping destination/order price)
British S-10 Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
Russian GPA Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
SMS Gasmask*
Pic obtained from Blackstyle, can be purchased many places
Vacuum Breath Control Hood
Available From: Twist My Rubber Arm
Price: 49.99 USD
System Mask (comes with blindfold)
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 102.99 USD
Accessories can be purchased from the site, and from Rubber's Finest
Classic Hood
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 24.99 USD
My Dream Rubber Hood
Available From: Rubber's Finest
Consists of: Made to measure zip-up hood, addition of optical lenses, and the mouthfeature. Take a look at the site under "mask", or e-mail me.
GAGS
Rubber Inflatable Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 31.99 USD
Plain Rubber Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 29.99 USD
Hollow Gag
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 45.99
Gag With Tube & Sheath
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 44.99 USD
Inflatable Gag With Tube
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
Price: 59.99 USD
BREATHPLAY
Urine Inhaler (Product Number 5300)
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 39.95 Euros/ Roughly 59.00 USD
Gasmask Accessory Connectors
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 14.95 Euros
*Definitely shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I'd have to see which types of connectors I would need at the time*
Rebreathing Bags
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 34.95 to 44.95 Euros/Roughly 51.65 to 66.43 USD (price varies on size of bag)
*Definitely shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I'd have to see what types of bags/connections/etc I would need at the time*
Gasmask Tubes
Available From: Rubberina
Price: 5.95 to 14.95 Euros/Roughly 8.78 to 22.95 USD (price varies on length)
Gasmask T-Joints
Avaiable From: Rubberina
Price: 14.95 to 24.95 Euros/ Roughly 22.95 to 36.87 USD
*Shoot me an e-mail before purchasing, as I would need to see what sort of connections/joints I would need at the time*
Dildo Attachment
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 30.00 Euros/ Roughly 44.50 USD
Air Reducing Valve
Available From: Studio Gum
Price: 12.00 EU/ Roughly 17.80 USD
RUBBER BONDAGE
Rubber 'Bondage Balloon'
Available From: Extreme Restraints
Price: 68.00 USD
Inflatable Ball Mitts
Available From: Medical Toys
Price: 145.00 USD
Heavy Rubber Arm Binder
Available From: Dvote Rubber
Price: 260.00 Euros
I'm sure a comparable product is available at many other vendors at a reasonable price- I just cant remember which sellers have it.
Inflatable Sleep Sack
Available From: Kinky-Clothes
Price: 832.32 Euros/ Roughly 1,231 USD
Alien Egg
Available From: Dvote
Price: 960.00 Euros
Vac-Bed
Available From: Scarlet Bliss
Price: 309.00 USD
Posture Collar
Available From: ScarletBliss
Price: 84.00 USD
CLINICAL
Enema Pants
Price: 69.95 to 78.95 Euros
Available From: Bizarre Rubber Shop
Piss Pants with Collection Bag & Tube
Combined Price: 207.00 USD
Available From: TwistMyRubberArm
RUBBER BEDDING
I've found a nifty little eBay shop that sells lots of rubber sheets, and I would be more than happy to forward that link to anyone interested, as well as the needed size & such
LUBE/SHINER
Vivishine
Available From: Medical Toys
Price: 24.95 USD
Wet Platinum Lubricant (32 oz, 64 oz, or 1 gallon)
Available From: Cheaplubes
Price: 67.95 to 149.95 USD (Cheaplubes always has a 10% off promotion, just e-mail me and Ill be happy to give you the promo code for the month)
(Never can have too much lube!!)
Whew, I want a LOT of stuff. My apologies. Ah well, they don't call it a wishlist for nothing. Of course, by now some of you may be asking... does he have ANYTHING of his own? So, I thought maybe I'd list what I do own:
Catsuit, Inflatable hood, Rubber Straitjacket, Rubber Sleepsack (non-inflatable), Rubber fist-mitts (non-inflatable), Rubber blindfold, Sheaths, Plugs, Ballgag, Ballgag+head harness, Dildo Gag, Fetish Goggles, Gloves, Stockings, Floggers, Whips, Paddles, Nipple Clamps, Medical Pinwheel, Rubber sheets, Rubber body harness, Wrist/Ankle Cuffs, Rubber dog collar, Isreali gasmask, a few breathing tubes, a rebreather, and a few miscellaneous odds and ends.
Anyway folks, thanks for reading. Like I said, I don't expect many people to "help me out", but if you do... I can't express my gratitude enough. Christmas is just around the corner, as is my birthday (Dec and Jan respectively), and no gift is too small. Thanks to all my readers!
Questions & Answers; A Respite
Hello everyone!
Today, I thought that I would take a break from my usual 'deep thoughts' about rubber, my introspection, my perverse philosophical pondering and do something a little more "blah".
I receive e-mails on occasions asking about things I've written in my blog. I usually attempt to answer the person directly, but thought to myself "Why not make these questions & answers available to everyone else?". And, that's just what I am planning to do.
If anyone has any questions about anything I write- please, please, please, feel free to e-mail me at rubbertendencies@gmail.com . I would LOVE to answer them, really! And, if you send me a really insightful question I will post it and the answer here. Oh, also, if I get enough questions and such, I will post an occasional entry that just deals with questions and answers. So, get to it- I'm anxious to know what's on your minds!
Today, I thought that I would take a break from my usual 'deep thoughts' about rubber, my introspection, my perverse philosophical pondering and do something a little more "blah".
I receive e-mails on occasions asking about things I've written in my blog. I usually attempt to answer the person directly, but thought to myself "Why not make these questions & answers available to everyone else?". And, that's just what I am planning to do.
If anyone has any questions about anything I write- please, please, please, feel free to e-mail me at rubbertendencies@gmail.com . I would LOVE to answer them, really! And, if you send me a really insightful question I will post it and the answer here. Oh, also, if I get enough questions and such, I will post an occasional entry that just deals with questions and answers. So, get to it- I'm anxious to know what's on your minds!
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